TUESDAY-
a great great great day. bcos i have my ai xin breakfast made specially by yang. and healthy one cos he know i'm on a diet..hmm. so he sent me to sch today. got to wake up at 5.30a.m prepare everything for me..haha so sweet la.. too sweet le!!! :)z he make everything so cute. i love all these surprises stuff that i get. ahh....only he knows me best! mango,nuggets,crabmeat,harshbrown,corn,lettuce. yummy yummy

hehe i having baking lessons today. me and yang tried baking cookies. so romantic right. :)z however not very successful. i never get so tired of chocolate chips cookies before. i nearly puked. the first batch was really..most of them chao ta already. all burnt yucky but i still ate some. its my work! so we tried and tried. so i went to bed and sleep. by the time i woke up is already 5p.m. my poor darling spend almost 2 hrs alone baking cookies..haha.. i really never thought baking was so tiring. but nvm he's so sweet. we went down to feed the cats my burnt cookies but they dun even wan to try it. so i know how bad it was. but the rest turn out well enough to be eaten. and nice too la.

qi's love fluctuating. women. we all hard to understand. but maybe men should try harder. we just want to be appreciated. we just want to be love. we just want to be spoilt. thats not a crime. thats affection :) insecurities. i need some faith in you and can you have some in me. i dont wish to console anyone when i'm sad. all i want is more effort from you to make me happy. how can i console u when i'm sad myself. i dont give a damm when i'm sad all i know is i'm sad. and i just need someone. and i said it. i need someone. hug me tell me more. dont say everything will be okay you know it wont in my heart. i may not be physically hurt but i'm mentally tortured. so dont ask me to cool down. i wont. dont ask me what. becos i dont know it myself. i know it sound so selfish. to abandon everything and live in ur own world all of a sudden. but aint women like this. we want to be independent but we need care n concern every min every sec. spoilt brat ya. but why cant we be spoilt. we have suffered nearly half our lives. is time for sit back and relax. and let someone entertain us. but there's always give and take. i wish to take more love for him. but i feel happier when i makes him cheery too. so let's give some lOVe today!